looking back at wat i had posted i cant believe time flew by so fast
somehow i duno who i am anymore
i keep saying i duno who i am or im not the true me
but tis time im truly confused
Something i thought of to write
quite nice to think of a poem actually =DD
This is wat i wrote. enjoy.
i fall and fall down tis big, big tree
looking up at the others,
i feel so different.
time pass by and i became even further apart from them.
turning dry and crisp,
i no longer feel the same as them.
feeling as if i had grown centuries older.
between us is tat gap,
tat i can no longer fill in.
looking up i cant see me in them.
looking beside i found a companion.
the same as me.
abandoned.
the same as me.
hopeless.
finally, i thought,
someone the same as me.
i laughed i sway.
going back to the self i once was,
not with them but with another.
once i was filled with jealous bug.
next i was filled with something entirely new.
i love it and i enjoyed it.
but once dry and crisp, i can never turn back.
there is still tis hole tat is there,
tat neither one can help mend it.
i miss the old me,
but i enjoy the new me.
i cant go back if they dont accept me.
tats why i left,
tis big, big tree.
and i found something entirely new.